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In an interview with the newspaper L’Equipe, the former right-back of AS Saint-Etienne, Patrick Guillou, now a consultant for the beIN Sports channel, told how he returned from his descent into hell after two suicide attempts .

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“I was in a terrible state”

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“At 45, there was a rise in the sewers, a childhood trauma, and it all happened. I no longer slept, I was disturbed, addicted to Stilnox, Tetrazepam. I took nine for sleep when it takes a half. I went to the United States where I burnt my brain, I was in terrible shape. And I made two suicide attempts. I saw my soul. ..) Doctor Brochet des Girondins lived for three months in my apartment until the day when the mother of my children decided to intern me for six weeks. I no longer waver, I am no longer attracted by the darkness of the soul which pushes you ever further, in self-destruction. I recognized myself in the texts of Capdevielle, of Bashung, they were written for me and I was going further. I made a lot of people around me suffer because I couldn’t get by on my own, “he confided not without emotion.